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sky scraper shoes, windy city blues.

I just realized. ever since I can remember I’ve had these dreams where I’m in the car and theres this hot wheels type bridge on lake shore drive that goes up and you have to go really fast to get around the loop and I dunno, maybe it’s apart of my fear or bridges and water but I’ve had those dreams for as long as i can remember. it used to always be my sister driving but last night it was olivia’s mom. Dreams… what a mind fuck.

had the craziest nightmare. In which I was the princess of some made up world and in an abandoned amusement park and alligators and clowns and zombies all trying to kill me and a pack of boys from my past that were all running behind me. Rides would randomly start up as we were running across them. and every turn was a different ride or fun house. the tweakiest was this maze type place we ran through were the rooms would get tiny and then bigger and then appear to be bigger but they were really tiny still. it was a mind fuck. also the clown room was terrifying. the dream ended with me and the last standing lost boys from emilys past were trying to find a boat to get off the haunted theme park of an island and the dock we were running on broke and started going under water. and me and my ex who I hold closest (as in we’ve been good friends for quite some time) were trying to crawl across it while part of it was still attached but he went under and was drowning and I don’t know if I’ll ever get the image of him screaming and reaching for my hand underwater out of my head but yeah I grabbed him, pulled him with me. AANNND then dark mermaids started swimming at us and I couldn’t fight them off. and then I woke up. Sooooo… I guess we died. Dammit. I’m an awful princess.

had the craziest nightmare. In which I was the princess of some made up world and in an abandoned amusement park and alligators and clowns and zombies all trying to kill me and a pack of boys from my past that were all running behind me. Rides would randomly start up as we were running across them. and every turn was a different ride or fun house. the tweakiest was this maze type place we ran through were the rooms would get tiny and then bigger and then appear to be bigger but they were really tiny still. it was a mind fuck. also the clown room was terrifying. the dream ended with me and the last standing lost boys from emilys past were trying to find a boat to get off the haunted theme park of an island and the dock we were running on broke and started going under water. and me and my ex who I hold closest (as in we’ve been good friends for quite some time) were trying to crawl across it while part of it was still attached but he went under and was drowning and I don’t know if I’ll ever get the image of him screaming and reaching for my hand underwater out of my head but yeah I grabbed him, pulled him with me. AANNND then dark mermaids started swimming at us and I couldn’t fight them off. and then I woke up. Sooooo… I guess we died. Dammit. I’m an awful princess.

(Source: m3scalito)

such a big ocean. how do they find each other?

sometimes I feel.. like a childless mother. 

I know the words go the other way around but that’s not how i feel

http://youtu.be/Ce8ix4VGR2w 

Making Rob and Stef bottle cap necklaces like this for christmas 

Making Rob and Stef bottle cap necklaces like this for christmas 

(Source: ashleyjacklyn)